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Well, the Brand New concert was, in fact, excellent, and I touched Jesse Lacers!! MWhahaha, all of you sexy beasts that wish to veiw the pictures I took, they can be located at http://emoheart.co.uk/meh wooo, have fun with those sex feinds.
Nothing's gunna happen with Joe and I, I've decided, we were supposed to meet on Wednesday for a coffee, but we havent arranged anything, and I doubt we will now, we had like a discussion thing last night, and decided what was best for us, and we're just gunna leave it, and whatever happens happens.
I am upset I guess that nothing's gunna happen between us, but in my heart I guess i kinda knew that nothing would ever happen, so I shouldn't really be disappointed. I just wanted something to be there so bad, something to recieve, he's the first guy I've just wanted to be with, all the time, but that's just me being stupid again.
Tears are wasted stupidly by me all the time, and it's always my own fault, I put myself in these situations where I know I'll just be getting hurt, but I don't care, I'm glad I spent that time with him, and I'm glad he's my friend, and if what he wants is to just be friends, I'll do that, for him.
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[21 Dec 2003|06:59am] |
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Well, I know I havent updated here in forever, but yea. I'm all a working man now.. *sniffles* and its 7 AM and I've gotta be at work in an hour! *cries* and then I work until 6! 6 God Dammit! I'm so tired now, imagine how tired I'll be then! :-p
I'm so loving Joe... *sigh* I talked with him on the phone for like hours, and semi-flirtation was going on, but I wasn't really sure if it was intentional on his part, but then I again I had been to the pub with my family, and was ever so slightly tipsy... ok, so I was drunkISH kinda. Anywho, I like him, and I dunno what to do. He's like into punk and stuff, into like the same stuff as me, has the same fav band, and everything. Even doesn't want anal. I don't want anal either. I wanna be the only couple in the world who don't have sex, just everything else, that would be great. Wow. I really can't stop thinking about him. <3
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[26 Sep 2003|03:32pm] |
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Everything's going pretty well, but I think I like Sam's ex... dun-dun-dun. He was sat behind me on the bus home from work yesterday, I thought it was him, but I wasn't sure, and when I got on msn he said it was him.. freaky.... anywho.. I'm going to eat. Followed by getting drunk in clubs in Wakefield.. I love looking 18!
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| Blinded.... |
[22 Aug 2003|12:22am] |
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Is there a point in a break-up where you finally seem to look past of the faults of the one you were once with, and you see nothing but the positive points? Like thinking of the way the other used to hug you, or the way he kissed you gently, and was embarrassed when he hurt you? Is there a point when that person is all you can think about, but you're not upset, you're just... lonley. You want that person back, but you know it will never happen... you just miss them so much, it hurts... Sometimes I wish I was just emotionless...
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| Happiness |
[16 Aug 2003|02:56pm] |
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Blinded - Third Eye Blind |
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Well, I'm over him, I really think i am, I never got a response to that e-mail, and when I think about him I don't get all upset, I just think "what a dickhead..." and carry on. Me and Emma are bestest buddys again :-D I'm glad, I hate it when we fight, its shit, and its alway over like some guy w/ an S name.. Stan, Sam... ok, so there's only two, and yea.. I'm gunna go...
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[06 Aug 2003|10:58pm] |
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The Starting Line - Nothing's Gunna Stop Us Now |
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Well, this is gunna be an embarrasing blog if anyone reads it, but oh well. It's been a week since I asked Sam out.. and I really think, well, I love him.. is it possible to love someone within a week? I don't know.. the thing is, I don't know if he feels the same way, and I'm scared to ask him.. I mean, what if I get a horrible reaction? Something like "Ahhh, fuck off, you can't love me in a week! We've only known each other 2 weeks!" or something like that? That's not what I'm expecting, but it's always a possiblity.. you know what I mean? And if you read this Sam, the best part of today was when we were just hugging watching Powerpuff Girls: The Movie, and you were in my arms..
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| Shit Day |
[05 Aug 2003|10:17pm] |
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Well, today was pretty crap in the long run.. Emma came upto mine about.. 10:45ish, and we went to the bus stop outside my house, and she started stabbing me w/ a holly bush leaf thing.. then we got on the bus to Wakefield, followed by Maddie, Vicky, Alex and Mark later on. When we got to Wakefeild, we went to play pool, and Vicky and I played a game of pool to decide whether or not I was gunna do something with Sam. Lol. Anywho, we asked Mark to make one of us yes and one of us no... I turned out to be yes, and Vicky no, and I won.. Bwahaha! I'm so the Champion.. I won 4/5 games!
Then we went wondering around Wakey for a while, to this crappy park, and I felt like shit cuz it was too fucking hot.. seriously, it was like 1000000 degrees! We went on the Waltzes (sp?) and Emma and I were on one by ourselves.. like the lightest ones, so we didn't spin at all.. but oh well.
Then we went to Emma's (me and Emma) has some noodles, and went to the park and had a sexual convo with Maddie, Vicky T, Mark, Emma and me.. was well funny.
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| Mwahhaa |
[05 Aug 2003|01:14am] |
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Well, due to the fact that someone I know knows each one of my private journals.. so I'm gunna talk about Sam on here.. alot. And you don't nhave to read.
Well, I've known him almost 2 weeks, and I really really love him.. I mean, I just wanna hug and kiss him and cuddle him all day, I was upset today when he said he wasn't coming, I got all mad, and sent him a mean text back.. but I felt mean, so I sent him a nice one... wow, I just can't be mean..
THANK YOU JAIDA FOR MAKING THIS LOOK DECENT!!! I'LL POST NOW! YAYAYAYAY!
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[02 Mar 2003|11:35pm] |
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Ok, havent updated in like FOREVER! I have a site now! Yay! http://tragicallyslain.org" its all cool and stuff :-D! SO... life has been alright. Emma has been sick with Mono/GLandular fever... erm... yeah, thats about it for now... I'll update more laters!
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| Damn Love... damn it to hell |
[10 Nov 2002|11:55am] |
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OK, so not many people read this, so I'm just gunna come out with it.. I'm bi, and I like/d this guy, and now he's going out with the sister or the chick that I currently like... and I hate this... why is my life such a damn soap opera? I MEAN WE ARE MOVING HOUSE NOW AND IT'S WLEL CRAP!!!!
Rich
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| Damn Love... damn it to hell |
[10 Nov 2002|11:55am] |
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OK, so not many people read this, so I'm just gunna come out with it.. I'm bi, and I like/d this guy, and now he's going out with the sister or the chick that I currently like... and I hate this... why is my life such a damn soap opera? I MEAN WE ARE MOVING HOUSE NOW AND IT'S WLEL CRAP!!!!
Rich
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[26 Oct 2002|10:29am] |
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I O U One Galaxy - The Ataris |
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Ok, well I feel like shit... I'm obessing about someone again! Its so evil... I really like this person, and I cant name them... for personal reasons! But I really really really like them, and I get the feeling that I will never even have a chance with them, and now because of my stupid drunkness they know about me, and yea... I'm so screwed... why do I have to be so wierd?
Song of the Day:
I.O.U. One Galaxy
Stars are out tonight
And you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
It's like every wish I ever made came true.
The day I woke up lying next to you.
Will you be my best friend
If I offer you my heart?
'Cause it's already yours.
We could hang out every night
And watch the sun go down.
As long as we could watch it rise again.
Gave me a valentine.
It's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been o.
And a thousand other memories of you.
Gave you this i.o.u. today.
It said good for one galaxy.
Once I build my rocket to the stars.
We'll fly away just you and me.
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Ok, well I feel like shit... I'm obessing about someone again! Its so evil... I really like this person, and I cant name them... for personal reasons! But I really really really like them, and I get the feeling that I will never even have a chance with them, and now because of my stupid drunkness they know about me, and yea... I'm so screwed... why do I have to be so wierd?
Song of the Day:
I.O.U. One Galaxy
Stars are out tonight
And you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
It's like every wish I ever made came true.
The day I woke up lying next to you.
Will you be my best friend
If I offer you my heart?
'Cause it's already yours.
We could hang out every night
And watch the sun go down.
As long as we could watch it rise again.
Gave me a valentine.
It's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been o.
And a thousand other memories of you.
Gave you this i.o.u. today.
It said good for one galaxy.
Once I build my rocket to the stars.
We'll fly away just you and me.
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| Sickness is spreading.... |
[17 Sep 2002|10:04pm] |
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Yes, ok, well I have been back to skool now, and have updated my site, I think it should look better now, I hope anway.... Well, today was a bit of a shock, Emma just passed out after lunch, and we were all like... huh? And then in English it also gave me an excuse not to listen to Ms. Appleyard go on and on about something.... satanic reverends being eaten by bears... or something... IDK! O well. I have a sore throat... I am sad. I think almost everyone that had their free shots at skool yesturday is sick... so glad I got mine in GR... even tho it was at Cherry Street clinic... we had no insurance at the time, cuz my mom had switched jobs... damn it... LOL O well, I guess thats about it for now, so I'll update again later!
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| SAWEET DAY!! |
[14 Sep 2002|12:58pm] |
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Ok, well yesturday Me, Swainy, Charlie, Emma K., Emma F., Mark, Maddie, Joe and Adam went to a gig at woodkirk valley country club and it was sooooo good!
I skanked for the first time, and we all went into the mosh pit, it was well good! Anyways, Swainy got drunk, and I had to walk him home after walking Emma home, cuz we didn't want him to get hit by a car, so yea.... it was sweet!
Anyways... I didn't really drink anything, I just stayed on coke all night, took alot of pictures, and I'm gunna try and figure out how to put em on here then you can see! mY "lOVE BEADS" we're like squeaking cuz of the sweat... fyi, my "love beads" is a ball necklace.
Yea, so anyway, I'm hungry, and my leg was crushed when people fell on me, so I'm wounded... *cries* lol
OK, WELL, YESTURDAY WAS SWEET!! AND THATS ABOUT IT!!! LUV YOU GUYS!! PEACE OUT!
TwIzTeD RiChIe
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| Half a century my mother now is.... |
[05 Sep 2002|08:56pm] |
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Yea, so today was the second day of skool... I guess its alright... we're the oldest in the skool that wear blue uniforms, cuz after year 11 (10th Grade) you can wear any combination of black and white.... (I think I'll stick to the black thank you very much.... O.o) Yea, so it has been alright.
the first day of skool was also my mothers 50th birthday, and my sister-in-laws birthday, and my brother and sister-in-laws wedding annaversary.... My mother is 50... thats so weird, I've got like one of the oldest parents of any of my friends.... ANYWAY!
My mom and my aunts and uncles, and my dad, are going away this weekend, so I hafta stay the weekend with my brother.... this means that I will be snot feeling very well on Sunday morning, if ya know what I mean hehehe *grins evilly*
I've just got Avril Lavignes CD, I like her music, dont really care about her herself, but I like her music, and I am planning to get Bowling for Soups new CD as soon as possible cuz it looks kool!
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| Skool 2-morrow *whimpers* |
[03 Sep 2002|06:15pm] |
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OK, well I don't know if you have noticed, but I like almost NEVER update this thingie when I'm not at skool.... its confusing, I mean I have the time to update it when I'm not at skool, and now when I've got a geography project due on Thursday, I'm updating it.... WHATEVA!!
Well, I have been doing physics all day, and the stupid compy wouldn't do a god damn graph.... so I had to do it.. thats right.... by HAND and yea, it looks like shit... O WELL!
Yea, so skool 2-morrow, I'm not really fearing it, only have 2 new teachers cuz 2 of my old teachers left us over the summer.... geh, they were my 2 fav teachers! Well, we get outta skool, in May so it doesn't matter, well ,my father is being a fucking ass-hole and shootin shit outta his mouth at me, and it burns like hell, so I'm gunna go clean the mess he made up now.... PEACE!!!
TwIzTeD RiChIe
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[26 Aug 2002|05:07am] |
Ok... well its 5 AM and I have just got home from being out with Mikayla since 4.... didn't even get caught MWHAHAHAHAHA!
I am the master! Anywayz.. I'll UPDATE LATA
TwIzTeD RiChIe
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