urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin Emo Dick Emo Dick 2004-01-26T21:54:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:25510 2004-01-26T21:54:05Z 2004-01-26T21:54:05Z Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lilly Well, the Brand New concert was, in fact, excellent, and I touched Jesse Lacers!! MWhahaha, all of you sexy beasts that wish to veiw the pictures I took, they can be located at <a href="http://emoheart.co.uk/meh">http://emoheart.co.uk/meh</a> wooo, have fun with those sex feinds.<br /><br />Nothing's gunna happen with Joe and I, I've decided, we were supposed to meet on Wednesday for a coffee, but we havent arranged anything, and I doubt we will now, we had like a discussion thing last night, and decided what was best for us, and we're just gunna leave it, and whatever happens happens.<br /><br />I am upset I guess that nothing's gunna happen between us, but in my heart I guess i kinda knew that nothing would ever happen, so I shouldn't really be disappointed. I just wanted something to be there so bad, something to recieve, he's the first guy I've just wanted to be with, all the time, but that's just me being stupid again.<br /><br />Tears are wasted stupidly by me all the time, and it's always my own fault, I put myself in these situations where I know I'll just be getting hurt, but I don't care, I'm glad I spent that time with him, and I'm glad he's my friend, and if what he wants is to just be friends, I'll do that, for him. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:25135 2003-12-21T07:07:24Z 2003-12-21T07:07:24Z Chicag is so Two Years Ago - Fallout Boy Well, I know I havent updated here in forever, but yea. I'm all a working man now.. *sniffles* and its 7 AM and I've gotta be at work in an hour! *cries* and then I work until 6! 6 God Dammit! I'm so tired now, imagine how tired I'll be then! :-p <br /><br />I'm so loving Joe... *sigh* I talked with him on the phone for like hours, and semi-flirtation was going on, but I wasn't really sure if it was intentional on his part, but then I again I had been to the pub with my family, and was ever so slightly tipsy... ok, so I was drunkISH kinda. Anywho, I like him, and I dunno what to do. He's like into punk and stuff, into like the same stuff as me, has the same fav band, and everything. Even doesn't want anal. I don't want anal either. I wanna be the only couple in the world who don't have sex, just everything else, that would be great. Wow. I really can't stop thinking about him. &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:25031 2003-09-26T14:34:10Z 2003-09-26T14:34:10Z Billy Talent - Try honestly Everything's going pretty well, but I think I like Sam's ex... dun-dun-dun. He was sat behind me on the bus home from work yesterday, I thought it was him, but I wasn't sure, and when I got on msn he said it was him.. freaky.... anywho.. I'm going to eat. Followed by getting drunk in clubs in Wakefield.. I love looking 18! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:24797 2003-08-21T23:28:14Z 2003-08-21T23:28:14Z Dashboard Confessionals - Screaming Infidelities Is there a point in a break-up where you finally seem to look past of the faults of the one you were once with, and you see nothing but the positive points? Like thinking of the way the other used to hug you, or the way he kissed you gently, and was embarrassed when he hurt you? Is there a point when that person is all you can think about, but you're not upset, you're just... lonley. You want that person back, but you know it will never happen... you just miss them so much, it hurts... Sometimes I wish I was just emotionless... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:24394 2003-08-16T13:58:34Z 2003-08-16T13:58:34Z Blinded - Third Eye Blind Well, I'm over him, I really think i am, I never got a response to that e-mail, and when I think about him I don't get all upset, I just think "what a dickhead..." and carry on. Me and Emma are bestest buddys again :-D I'm glad, I hate it when we fight, its shit, and its alway over like some guy w/ an S name.. Stan, Sam... ok, so there's only two, and yea.. I'm gunna go... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:24059 2003-08-06T22:02:51Z 2003-08-06T22:02:51Z The Starting Line - Nothing's Gunna Stop Us Now Well, this is gunna be an embarrasing blog if anyone reads it, but oh well. It's been a week since I asked Sam out.. and I really think, well, I love him.. is it possible to love someone within a week? I don't know.. the thing is, I don't know if he feels the same way, and I'm scared to ask him.. I mean, what if I get a horrible reaction? Something like "Ahhh, fuck off, you can't love me in a week! We've only known each other 2 weeks!" or something like that? That's not what I'm expecting, but it's always a possiblity.. you know what I mean? And if you read this Sam, the best part of today was when we were just hugging watching Powerpuff Girls: The Movie, and you were in my arms.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:23651 2003-08-05T21:24:56Z 2003-08-05T21:24:56Z Well, today was pretty crap in the long run.. Emma came upto mine about.. 10:45ish, and we went to the bus stop outside my house, and she started stabbing me w/ a holly bush leaf thing.. then we got on the bus to Wakefield, followed by Maddie, Vicky, Alex and Mark later on. When we got to Wakefeild, we went to play pool, and Vicky and I played a game of pool to decide whether or not I was gunna do something with Sam. Lol. Anywho, we asked Mark to make one of us yes and one of us no... I turned out to be yes, and Vicky no, and I won.. Bwahaha! I'm so the Champion.. I won 4/5 games! <br /><br />Then we went wondering around Wakey for a while, to this crappy park, and I felt like shit cuz it was too fucking hot.. seriously, it was like 1000000 degrees! We went on the Waltzes (sp?) and Emma and I were on one by ourselves.. like the lightest ones, so we didn't spin at all.. but oh well.<br /><br />Then we went to Emma's (me and Emma) has some noodles, and went to the park and had a sexual convo with Maddie, Vicky T, Mark, Emma and me.. was well funny. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:23514 2003-08-05T00:17:43Z 2003-08-05T00:19:45Z Well, due to the fact that someone I know knows each one of my private journals.. so I'm gunna talk about Sam on here.. alot. And you don't nhave to read.<br /><br />Well, I've known him almost 2 weeks, and I really really love him.. I mean, I just wanna hug and kiss him and cuddle him all day, I was upset today when he said he wasn't coming, I got all mad, and sent him a mean text back.. but I felt mean, so I sent him a nice one... wow, I just can't be mean.. <br /><br />THANK YOU JAIDA FOR MAKING THIS LOOK DECENT!!! I'LL POST NOW! YAYAYAYAY! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:23096 2003-03-02T23:35:53Z 2003-03-02T23:35:53Z Ok, havent updated in like FOREVER! I have a site now! Yay! <a href="http://tragicallyslain.org">http://tragicallyslain.org</a>" its all cool and stuff :-D! SO... life has been alright. Emma has been sick with Mono/GLandular fever... erm... yeah, thats about it for now... I'll update more laters! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:22786 2002-11-10T12:01:48Z 2002-11-10T12:01:48Z Into The Dark - The Juliana Theory OK, so not many people read this, so I'm just gunna come out with it.. I'm bi, and I like/d this guy, and now he's going out with the sister or the chick that I currently like... and I hate this... why is my life such a damn soap opera? I MEAN WE ARE MOVING HOUSE NOW AND IT'S WLEL CRAP!!!!<br /><br />Rich urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:22730 2002-11-10T12:01:47Z 2002-11-10T12:01:47Z Into The Dark - The Juliana Theory OK, so not many people read this, so I'm just gunna come out with it.. I'm bi, and I like/d this guy, and now he's going out with the sister or the chick that I currently like... and I hate this... why is my life such a damn soap opera? I MEAN WE ARE MOVING HOUSE NOW AND IT'S WLEL CRAP!!!!<br /><br />Rich urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:22326 2002-10-26T09:32:41Z 2002-10-26T09:32:41Z I O U One Galaxy - The Ataris Ok, well I feel like shit... I'm obessing about someone again! Its so evil... I really like this person, and I cant name them... for personal reasons! But I really really really like them, and I get the feeling that I will never even have a chance with them, and now because of my stupid drunkness they know about me, and yea... I'm so screwed... why do I have to be so wierd?<br /><br />Song of the Day:<br /><br />I.O.U. One Galaxy <br />Stars are out tonight<br />And you're the brightest one shining in my sky.<br />It's like every wish I ever made came true.<br />The day I woke up lying next to you.<br /><br />Will you be my best friend<br />If I offer you my heart?<br />'Cause it's already yours.<br />We could hang out every night<br />And watch the sun go down.<br />As long as we could watch it rise again.<br /><br />Gave me a valentine.<br />It's these little things that stand the test of time.<br />I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been o.<br />And a thousand other memories of you.<br /><br />Gave you this i.o.u. today.<br />It said good for one galaxy.<br />Once I build my rocket to the stars.<br />We'll fly away just you and me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:22021 2002-10-26T09:32:00Z 2002-10-26T09:32:00Z Ok, well I feel like shit... I'm obessing about someone again! Its so evil... I really like this person, and I cant name them... for personal reasons! But I really really really like them, and I get the feeling that I will never even have a chance with them, and now because of my stupid drunkness they know about me, and yea... I'm so screwed... why do I have to be so wierd?<br /><br />Song of the Day:<br /><br />I.O.U. One Galaxy <br />Stars are out tonight<br />And you're the brightest one shining in my sky.<br />It's like every wish I ever made came true.<br />The day I woke up lying next to you.<br /><br />Will you be my best friend<br />If I offer you my heart?<br />'Cause it's already yours.<br />We could hang out every night<br />And watch the sun go down.<br />As long as we could watch it rise again.<br /><br />Gave me a valentine.<br />It's these little things that stand the test of time.<br />I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been o.<br />And a thousand other memories of you.<br /><br />Gave you this i.o.u. today.<br />It said good for one galaxy.<br />Once I build my rocket to the stars.<br />We'll fly away just you and me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:21954 2002-09-17T21:04:47Z 2002-09-17T21:04:47Z Incubus - Pardon Me Yes, ok, well I have been back to skool now, and have updated my site, I think it should look better now, I hope anway.... Well, today was a bit of a shock, Emma just passed out after lunch, and we were all like... huh? And then in English it also gave me an excuse not to listen to Ms. Appleyard go on and on about something.... satanic reverends being eaten by bears... or something... IDK! O well. I have a sore throat... I am sad. I think almost everyone that had their free shots at skool yesturday is sick... so glad I got mine in GR... even tho it was at Cherry Street clinic... we had no insurance at the time, cuz my mom had switched jobs... damn it... LOL O well, I guess thats about it for now, so I'll update again later! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:21592 2002-09-14T12:17:24Z 2002-09-14T12:17:24Z <center> <img scr="http://www.geocities.com/twizted_richie/people.jpg"> </center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:21307 2002-09-14T12:14:09Z 2002-09-14T12:14:09Z <img src="http://www.geocities.com/twizted_richie/people.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:21011 2002-09-14T11:58:53Z 2002-09-14T11:58:53Z New Found Glory - Hit or Miss Ok, well yesturday Me, Swainy, Charlie, Emma K., Emma F., Mark, Maddie, Joe and Adam went to a gig at woodkirk valley country club and it was sooooo good!<br /><br />I skanked for the first time, and we all went into the mosh pit, it was well good! Anyways, Swainy got drunk, and I had to walk him home after walking Emma home, cuz we didn't want him to get hit by a car, so yea.... it was sweet!<br /><br />Anyways... I didn't really drink anything, I just stayed on coke all night, took alot of pictures, and I'm gunna try and figure out how to put em on here then you can see! mY "lOVE BEADS" we're like squeaking cuz of the sweat... fyi, my "love beads" is a ball necklace.<br /><br />Yea, so anyway, I'm hungry, and my leg was crushed when people fell on me, so I'm wounded... *cries* lol<br /><br />OK, WELL, YESTURDAY WAS SWEET!! AND THATS ABOUT IT!!! LUV YOU GUYS!! PEACE OUT!<br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:20848 2002-09-05T20:02:41Z 2002-09-05T20:02:41Z Bowling for Soup - Girl all the bad guys want Yea, so today was the second day of skool... I guess its alright... we're the oldest in the skool that wear blue uniforms, cuz after year 11 (10th Grade) you can wear any combination of black and white.... (I think I'll stick to the black thank you very much.... O.o) Yea, so it has been alright.<br /><br /> the first day of skool was also my mothers 50th birthday, and my sister-in-laws birthday, and my brother and sister-in-laws wedding annaversary.... My mother is 50... thats so weird, I've got like one of the oldest parents of any of my friends.... ANYWAY!<br /><br /> My mom and my aunts and uncles, and my dad, are going away this weekend, so I hafta stay the weekend with my brother.... this means that I will be snot feeling very well on Sunday morning, if ya know what I mean hehehe *grins evilly*<br /><br /> I've just got Avril Lavignes CD, I like her music, dont really care about her herself, but I like her music, and I am planning to get Bowling for Soups new CD as soon as possible cuz it looks kool! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:20648 2002-09-03T17:16:00Z 2002-09-03T17:16:00Z Kittie - I'm a Whore OK, well I don't know if you have noticed, but I like almost NEVER update this thingie when I'm not at skool.... its confusing, I mean I have the time to update it when I'm not at skool, and now when I've got a geography project due on Thursday, I'm updating it.... WHATEVA!!<br /><br />Well, I have been doing physics all day, and the stupid compy wouldn't do a god damn graph.... so I had to do it.. thats right.... by HAND and yea, it looks like shit... O WELL!<br /><br />Yea, so skool 2-morrow, I'm not really fearing it, only have 2 new teachers cuz 2 of my old teachers left us over the summer.... geh, they were my 2 fav teachers! Well, we get outta skool, in May so it doesn't matter, well ,my father is being a fucking ass-hole and shootin shit outta his mouth at me, and it burns like hell, so I'm gunna go clean the mess he made up now.... PEACE!!!<br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:20291 2002-08-26T04:09:19Z 2002-08-26T04:09:19Z Ok... well its 5 AM and I have just got home from being out with Mikayla since 4.... didn't even get caught MWHAHAHAHAHA!<br /><br />I am the master! Anywayz.. I'll UPDATE LATA<br /><br /><br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:20205 2002-08-19T22:58:21Z 2002-08-19T22:58:21Z Lifehouse - Breathing OK, well in the past few weeks, Landy has cheated on Mikayla at least one time with Hayley, possibly with Emma K. too...<br /><br />WELL, MIKAYLYA HAS FOUND OUT, and Landy has dumped her for Hayley apparently, and Mik got mad at Vicky last night cuz she didn't tell her, Stu did, and then I got a call from her at midnight, cuz I thought I'd seen Emma and Landy making out.... (in my bathroom)(Landys been on Vacation since Sat, I saw em on Thursday) and then we talked for a while, and I found out that Landy wants to have a fight with Paul..<br /><br />Well, Paul and I are good freinds now, and theres no way in hell I'm gunna let him touch any of my friends.... ANYWAY<br /><br />I went to Miks 2-day, and Nikki, Paul and I played Gauntlet: Dark Legacy for like HOURS and it was kool, then Swainy came up, and we all played with Miks new kitten, Munchkin, and we chilled until Stu and Jamie came, followed by Emma F., Maddie, Vicky and then by(people we don't particularly know) Jenny, Cat, and Emma something... (they all left after a while) and then we all played Sonic Adventure 2 for a while, and then Maddie left, and Jamie left, so Vicky, Mikayla, Emma and me were all sat on a couch in the dark, with swainy playing with the kitten, and Stu sat near the Piano. <br /><br />We were lookin out the window in this guys window, and he looks straight at us, and it was fucking freaky, we were all like... "AHHH" and me and Emma crawled into the Conservetory, and then we decided to play hide and seek in the dark.... and LMAO Emma walked INTO the glass door, I could NOT stop laughing, so we decided to stop that, and then we all said our farewells to Mikayla, and we were on our way home....<br /><br />Thats all for now....<br /><br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:19791 2002-07-27T13:39:08Z 2002-07-27T13:39:08Z One Fine Day - Offspring Ok.... big-headed people suck ass.... I mean they THINK that they are better than everyone, I mean maybe you know something that they dont kno, but U dont hafta like make it like... HAHAHAHA....... I"M BETTER THAN YOU! I'm experiencing this through 2 people.... let us call them Joan and Bob.... Joan called me stupid last night... saying that I could not comprehend what she was about to explain to me, I dont kno about you guys, but I consider that an insult.<br /><br /> Ok... BOB, he just thinks he is the best thing since sliced bread... I mean come on, you don't have to listen to underground music 24/7 some of the mainstream shits really good, and also when I invite him to come to the Cricket Club, he goes, "No." but when he finds out Emma is coming its "OOOOO Yea, I can go..." I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? Am I missing something? I seriously think he doens't like me... but anywayz...<br /><br /> Vicky and Landy have gone to Spain for a couple weeks, so Landy and Mikayla arn't gunna see each other for 5 weeks cuz Mik's going on Vacation the day Landy comes back, and the day Mik comes back Landy goes on Vactaion another 2 weeks... O well, I am currently being blinded by the light coming through my window, eatin some Cheese and Onion chips, and drinking this fruity-drink thing.... hmmmm, life is wierd...<br /><br /> OK... also....... TARYN IS COMING ON MONDAY! AHHHHH!! I THOUGHT SHE WAS LANDING ON SUNDAY.... THIS MEANS LIKE A 2 OR 3 HOUR DRIVE WITH MY MOTHER!!! AHHHH!!! <br /><br /> O well, I was exaggerating last night Taryn... I'll only haveta get up like 4:30 5ish and leave at 5:30.... meh.... I'm gunna be tired, well thats about all thats happened, so I'll update lataz.<br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:19639 2002-07-24T21:30:15Z 2002-07-24T21:30:15Z Papa Roach - She Loves me Not Yes, I am really sad, cuz well, I feel like my "Friends" could not give a fucking shit.... I mean one yesturday they all totally ignored me, and they even all run off and leave me to walk home by myself..... they dont even say goodbye<br /><br />and the next day they seem like they dont even want me around, and just make fun of me and my blue hair 24/7 WHAT IS THE FUCKING MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP?!?! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME?????<br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:19427 2002-07-24T21:29:26Z 2002-07-24T21:29:26Z Yes, I am really sad, cuz well, I feel like my "Friends" could not give a fucking shit.... I mean one yesturday they all totally ignored me, and they even all run off and leave me to walk home by myself..... they dont even say goodbye<br /><br />and the next day they seem like they dont even want me around, and just make fun of me and my blue hair 24/7 WHAT IS THE FUCKING MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP?!?! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME?????<br /><br />TwIzTeD RiChIe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dante_grimalkin:19065 2002-07-22T00:10:11Z 2002-07-22T00:10:11Z Openness To Experience<br /><br /> Your high score in the Openness category means that you probably have a strong creative streak. Your broad<br /> intellectual curiosity and your interest in the various arts set you apart. Some people may consider you<br /> somewhat of a dreamer, and your taste for variety often means moving quickly on to the next experience. This<br /> tendency makes you appear a bit flighty and inconsistent. But these elements of your personality simply reflect<br /> a character full of new ideas and charged with emotions.<br /><br />Conscientiousness<br /><br /><br /><br /> Your low score in the Conscientiousness category means that you are quite "flexible" in your outlook on duty<br /> and responsibility. You probably have a casual style, and feel no strong obligation towards behaving<br /> according to a strict personal code. Chances are, you're relatively unorganized and easily distracted. You feel<br /> no strong ambition towards achieving any standard of success. To your favor, you probably have a<br /> spontaneous element that can be quite refreshing. But overall, your irresponsible attitude means that you<br /> generally cannot be counted upon.<br /><br /><br />Extraversion<br /><br /> Your high score in the Extraversion category defines your social identity. You probably feel very comfortable<br /> with a large number of people, and enjoy spending your time with them. In fact, chances are that you'd<br /> prefer to be among people than by yourself. Isolation can feel like punishment. Your vigorous and active<br /> style of interaction makes you an excellent leader. Equally, you can be a very warm friend. You probably are<br /> someone who enjoys excitement and looks for thrills where you can find them. Your cheerful exuberance<br /> means that you are probably quite popular in your social circle.<br /><br /><br /><br />Agreeableness<br /><br /> The Agreeableness category refers to your social disposition. Your medium score indicates someone who<br /> balances the priorities of your own inner voice with the needs of others. You tend to be concerned with the<br /> harmony of the group, while maintaining a certain independence. Depending on the situation, you might adopt<br /> a stance that defers to the wishes of others, or else assert your own individuality. In this way, you have a<br /> great deal of tact, and believe in the situational equality of people. You probably have an approachable and<br /> kind personality. People probably admire you for your ability to speak your mind when appropriate.<br /><br /><br /><br />Negative Emotionality<br /><br /> Negative Emotionality scale refers to your emotional reactivity. Your low score implies that you generally<br /> resist the influence of what's going on around you. Confronted by situations that most people would find<br /> upsetting, you'll often remain calm and rational. For example, strong feelings of embarrassment, sadness,<br /> stress or anger are emotions that may not arise too often within you. Instead, you seem to resolve these<br /> issues with a minimum of difficulty. Your personality is best characterized as cool and levelheaded